By Jacqui Deevoy on Thursday, 28 September 2023
Category: General

Murdered In Hospital: My Mum Didn't Stand A Chance

As told to Jacqui Deevoy.


My 76 year old mum was admitted into the Royal London Hospital with backache less than two weeks ago. She had early emphysema but could breathe on her own. She was given morphine and oxygen in A & E, then left on a trolley for 12 hours. Then she was moved to a ward.

We were told within days she had lung cancer and a chest infection yet they refused to show me the X-ray results, despite me asking many times.

They said the antibiotics weren't clearing up her chest infection. They then increased the morphine and said she had weeks to live. At this stage, she was struggling to breathe on her own: 48 hours later, I was told she had just days to live. A nurse said they were going to have to give her Midazolam and rushed towards the door. I shouted "NO!" and she stopped in her tracks. Another nurse then became hostile and started questioning me, asking why I didn't want my mum to have Midazolam. I explained how I knew it was used in lethal injections and said I didn't want to risk losing my mum. They seemed to accept that. A bit later, however, when I'd gone home to get some sleep, the nurses convinced my two siblings to let her have it and, during the night, they administered the Midazolam on top of the morphine.

Shortly after, in the early hours of 22nd September 2023, my brother texted me to say our mum was deteriorating fast. I rushed to the hospital and saw a nurse giving her another dose of Midazolam and morphine. A few hours later, she was dead.

It was a terrible death. She was struggling to breathe, turning blue, digging her nails into the bed, in agonising pain she passed away.

She'd said to me several times "they are trying to take me out." I questioned one of the doctors about that and he said that the morphine was making her say silly things. But she wasn't being silly - she KNEW. She knew what they were doing and that's why she kept saying she was frightened and wanted to go home. I wanted to take her home but it all happened so quickly.

In my opinion, my mum was murdered and didn't stand a chance. 


Playing God (Final Phase) by Jacqui Deevoy 

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The following videos give a deeper understanding of what has and is continuing to happen. The first is a documentary covering the stories of family who lost their loved ones to involuntary euthanasia. The second video is Michael Elston who is raising awareness of the new Nice Guidelines for NG163 protocol:

Jacqui Deevoy is a freelance journalist who spent many years writing for major British newspapers. Around two years ago she began investigating how a banished euthanasia program had returned to British hospitals—coinciding with the onset of COVID-19. 

Michael Elston speaking from Altrincham Town Hall concerning NHS England's reintroduction of involuntary euthanasia as part of its response to the covid-19 pandemic because this country simply does not have enough hospital beds to treat everyone. 

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